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no one gives a shit

by Old Hands

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1.
clear out 01:26
There’s a feeling, it’s not right Got me waking up at night Cannot sleep You’re in my brain Doesn’t feel like I’m in pain though See I’m doing fine? Met my new friends all online If you have a bit of time I’ve got things weighing my mind down Look me in the eye Do you think I’ll be alright? Am I walking down the line towards Health and a long life? Do I know what time I die?
If I move I think I’ll cry There’s just so much going on I need to clear out and move on
2.
Waking up, not a thing to do except sit around and pity myself. Comb my hair, check my phone again, just waiting for a message from you. I’m frozen in the indelible thought that maybe you are someone new. I don’t know if you feel the same way but in my depths of my dreams it’s true. How do you know it’s love? How do you know when someone’s thinking of you? How do you know it’s love?
Oh yeah… How do you know it’s love? Every day I don’t hear from you feels like I’m drowning in a sea of doubt. Finding ways to send you a note and maybe ask you what your day was about. I thought I’d always be alone until we met in the depths below.
I knew I loved you from the moment I saw you, but there’s something that I need to know. How do you know it’s love? How do you know when someone’s thinking of you? How do you know it’s love?
 Oh yeah… How do you know it’s love? How do you know it’s love? How do you know when someone’s thinking of you? How do you know it’s love?
 Oh yeah… How do you know it’s love?
3.
dying light 02:31
I'm not myself lately I've just been feeling like I'm not entirely there Like a little piece of me falls off every day and I don't know how to put it back together You know it's almost funny that I thought I was doing better But I just hit a wall and I smash back into a million little pieces. I don't really know what the future has in store for me or anyone really Not anymore Not that I ever have I just feel like the future is so malleable But not in a productive way Like a drawing you just crinkle up and throw away When it doesn't fit the way you feel anymore And no. I have no idea of what people can do about this Because I'm in the now And the now is terrible Just terrible It's easy to forget that there are good things around you when everything else feels so bad And I know that I know that I know that I just wish I didn't feel like a dying light.
4.
no face 01:43
I think about death all the time. Can’t even sleep but say I’m fine. No place to hide inside my mind. I’m living life with no face. I don’t fucking know where we are right now. Cuz the walls all look the same to me. We could be fucking anywhere right now. I take another pill just to smile again. With the laugh of a failed comedian. I hope it makes me feel alive again. I think about death all the time. Can’t even sleep but say I’m fine. No place to hide inside my mind. I’m living life with no face. Like a ghost with no grave And nowhere to go, I wander around With my blank face. I think about death all the time. Can’t even sleep but say I’m fine. No place to hide inside my mind. I’m living life with no face.
5.
She walked in the room about a quarter to ten She looked around and couldn’t see her friends Just a bunch of people trying to impress themselves An introverted version of hell But she flashes a smile And she waves hello And promises that she’ll go see your show But we both know that she couldn’t give a shit But she tries anyway like it’s a comedy bit And I know when you stand perfectly still That you try committing ego death at will. She’s walks around like she runs the place Doesn’t know the name but she knows the face Just nod politely and say goodbye Til she leaves and she bump into the same guy She wanted a place just to call her own But these days you have to build your throne So she finds a way to normalize The bullshit, the small talk, and all the lies And I know when you stand perfectly still That you try committing ego death at will.
There’s a chance that you might reveal The side of you you want to conceal. Hey hey hey ;)
6.
At the end of the night, You gotta send em home happy Make them glad to be alive. Yeah, send them home happy. You don't have to feel the same way. You don't have to feel the same way as they do. You don't have to feel the same way. hehehehe

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going through a tough time so i decided to commit all my thoughts to paper, set them to some music, and tell the world.

no one gives a shit is a labor of love recorded over the summer of 2020 in chicago by spencer rose aka old hands.

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released October 2, 2020

mixing on "how do you know it's love?" by ashley chupp

cover art by layne gerbig

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i am old hands. old hands is me. i am from chicago. i live in la now.

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